Friday, May 7, 2010

Im Not Here

You came to my dream and shined like a star
I tried to reach you even though I didnt know who you are
I tried to chase you but you're just damn far

Feeling like a stub
I tried to give up

But my heart beated 165 per minute
And it suddenly felt like the world just mute
Now this isnt right
I know its not right aight'

Then It Stopped.

Felt like I had a mental disorder
Schizophrenia maybe, hysteria?
or just plain bipolar,

I know your still there
Now 10 meters away and you just stood and stare
I cried out for help
But you didnt even know who I am

Its like I was missing from the world the whole time
But you were never missing in front of my eyes
I tried to stand
Gravity just pulls me back down

Maybe Im plain stupid
Or my intelligence is above all the normal rate
Or maybe I just like you
But thats logically not logic

Allah, help me in my time of need.

Gloomy Loneliness

Is there anyone who could get rid of the pain
Is there anyone who could cure all my scars
Im afraid of being lonely
Im afraid of getting forgotten

I tried picking up, piece by piece
Getting it all back together wasnt hard at all
But maintaining it kills me from the inside
No, im okay, Yes, it doesnt hurt,
Really, it is the end

The last thing you said to me
"Its like you're there but your soul isnt"
When its sad, Im sad too
When it hurts, Im hurt too
My Frozen heart aches and tells me that this maybe the last beat
It is really the end.