That's what I remember
Watching you secretly at school is the only thing I could do
I can't face you upfront
or even say a simple hi
that's just a barrier I can't pass by.
as I sleep below the moonlight,
I grasp my pillow tighter as I think of you
Tears flow down my face,
as I am lying to myself
about dreams that just can't come true
that is you.
It makes me jealous seeing you talking to other people
How I hope me and you could talk too
but each time I try to
the next thing i'll see is your back
As wind blows your hair
I only could stop and stare .
It was early November
That's what I remember.